i have thought it through:
if there was a button where i can disappear, off the face off earth and my friends and family will no longer remember that i existed, i would press it
because then i wouldn’t have to drudge through daily life, like the majority and minority of human beings who live in this world where nothing is improving
and everything is getting worse. we destroy what we love and take down things in order to make convenience affordable.
i would like to disappear, not in a way that would hurt others. but i would like to slide away, like that morning dew that evaporates in the sun light, like a breeze that was blocked by the window glass.